• Prayer Box

    A Poem for Him

    Dear Jesus,    I’ve started to see Beauty in places I didn’t expect The coast,  where rock, trees, and water meet In early morning runs  and daily heart-to-hearts with You   Your Beloved, Rachel

  • Life

    Rest easy, dear one

    “Acquiring and maintaining interior peace, which is impossible without prayer, should consequently be considered a priority for everybody, above all for those who claim to want to do good for their neighbor. Otherwise, more often than not, they would simply be communicating their own restlessness and distress.” – Searching for and Maintaining Peace Heaving a sigh, I collapsed onto my bed after a long day of travel back to my hometown for Christmas break. I don’t think I can do that again. This thought didn’t refer to the multiple flights, but the months spent working with each day packed to the brim. As I stayed home and slowly entered back…

  • Reflections

    In Rome

    “To all God’s beloved in Rome, who are called to be saints: Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.” – Romans 1:7 I smiled at our group of students and missionaries, laughing and sharing their hearts on our last day in the Eternal City. It’s an indescribable joy only the Lord can cultivate within us. We were face-to-face with His Truth, Beauty, and Goodness. How easy it is for us to forget that we were made to encounter Him? We were made for life and a relationship with Him.   In Rome, Jesus reminded me why I said “yes” to mission. It begins…

  • Semester in Review

    Missionary Log: To Give and Receive

    It’s been crazy couple of months learning how to navigate this crazy missionary life. Sometimes, at the end of the day when I crash onto my pillow, (after chatting with my roommates long after we’ve announced we’re going to bed) I can’t even recall what happened in an entire week. But it has been a season of getting to know Jesus better and better. When I think back to this past season so far, a billion memories come to mind. My heart has been stretched to great lengths, and there are days when I don’t want to take on one more story. We’re in mission territory all right, and my…

  • Prayer Box

    Into the Wilderness

    Dear Jesus,  I stand at the edge of the tree line. Everything I have known waits behind me in family, friends, and the comfort of home. I want to take them with me, but You aren’t calling them to follow. You’ve asked them to serve in the places You’ve prepared for their hearts. You’ve called me into a different wilderness. I say yes and step into the woods.  It is here that you’ve called me to share the Gospel. To a place that does not know You. It is uncomfortable. The terrain is uneven and the air is cold. Still, You ask me to prepare a way for You.  As…

  • Reflections

    Into the Deep

    One of my favorite questions to ask missionaries is how they said yes to mission. No testimony is quite like another. The same goes for Jesus in the gospels, when He called the first missionaries, His disciples.  Recently, my Holy Hour has included praying with the gospel of Luke and witnessing the ways Jesus called, taught, and lived with the first missionaries.  This is what Jesus brought up in my prayer with this passage. I invite you to pray with it as well. Read Luke 5:1-11 At the very beginning, Jesus steps into Simon’s boat. It’s an intentional decision. I can picture the confusion on Simon’s face and I wonder…

  • Prayer Box

    A Postcard from Transition

    Dear Jesus,  There’s beauty when it comes to entering into life with each other. In saying yes to virtuous friendships and choosing to love one another. This is only the beginning of continual striving. Striving to trust You, love You more, and for sainthood. All of the things I could never achieve alone. So, You ask me to enter in. I look back at this summer and recognize the ways You’ve asked me to trust You over and over again.  Enter into the unexpected and fly to a new state for training.  Enter into the boldness of invitation and ask others to join mission. Enter into a new place with…

  • Life

    How God shared the Gospel with me through the Catechism of the Catholic Church

    God loves you. I’ve seen the same phrase posted in youth group classrooms and spoken in a variety of ways. But it was in prayer with the Catechism that God shared the Gospel with me once again. His love story for the world, for you, for me.  The beginning of the Catechism of the Catholic Church describes man’s search for God. This is not simply a religious pursuit but a need to satisfy the human heart. At the end of a rough day, when you feel alone or afraid, who do you turn to? At the end of a good day, when adventures and the people you love remind you…

  • Semester in Review

    For Narnia

    I like to believe everyone has a “Narnia.” It’s been described to me as the place you never want to leave. The moment you want to hold onto. The friends you never want to say goodbye to. For me, it’s the place away from home where I’ve experienced the Lord or that has helped to form me in some way. Mine is my college town and the neighboring city. April 30th, 2021. The night before commencement. I watched my professors congratulate my class on Zoom, drove to a park to walk with my friends, and met up with others at a bonfire. I talked with a missionary about the future,…

  • Life

    Don’t you trust Me?

    This is a talk I gave to high school students during Young Life club. Something you should know about me is that I’m a 6 on the enneagram. A 6 is the Loyalist, which on the positive side means I’m a dedicated friend but on the negative side says I’m afraid of everything.  Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about the future and who I want to be. The things that excite me about the future such as meeting new people and living in a new place also scare me.  But a couple months ago I was praying about where I wanted to be in the future. I was praying…